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If i have to live alone, away from the city where i was born, the three things i'll bring with myself are....

First my black rosary, the only thing i was able to keep for about 9 years. The second one is a pentel pen. With the use of a pentel, i would be able to write my suicidal note for my family and friends. Because the third thing is a knife that i will use to end my life. I cant bare to live away from my family/friends by my side to help me and cheer me up when i feel like quiting. The fact that they are not around makes me go crazy.

I am comfortably lying in the hospital bed, when suddenly someone opens the door. He was there, standing straight beside my bed. He’s staring at me, but no words came out from his lips. I was trying to reach for his hand, but I was just too weak to do that, and then our eyes met. I was shock to find out that tears are falling from his eyes. I get it, he now know that I’m suffering from leukemia. I want to say sorry for not telling him the truth. But I hold back, I’m afraid that he won’t forgive me.

Finally he spoke up. He asked me if I want to go out and take some fresh air. I’m so glad, that I said yes without hesitation.

We went to the hospital’s garden. We were there alone. I was lying in his arms, while he's telling me the things he did for the past 2 months we were apart.

For the first time I got the courage to ask him if he’ll be ok, when I’m gone.

He paused for a while and then he answered “I’ll try to be”. I felt relive, I look at the sun set, it was so beautiful, probably the best sunset, I’ve ever saw. And slowly I close my eyes. He wasn’t looking at me, but he knew of what had happen. I don’t want to leave him, but I have to.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of the alarm clock. It was morning already and it was all just a dream, and then a thought came to my mind. If I would die, that’s the way I want my life to end. Dying in your love one’s arm.

"Skirts are red, blouses are yellow. Pants are black, polos are white." What do you get?? TORRESIANS!!

• "PROPAGANDiztAhs (puro paganda)". They are the students who won't come to school without their kikay kits with them. This group of people never fail going to the girls' cr to put on their make-ups.
• "V.I.P." The flag ceremony is often stopped for a while by the principal to let these students to go to their lines. They are the late commers.
• "UNTOUCHABLES". They are part of the group N.B.S.B. (no boyfriend since birth). Most of them have their heart broken.
• "CHEERING SQUAD". You would here them shouting and cheering whenever there is a trouble. They are composed of gossipers.
• "DARK CHOCOLATE". Why did I used this term? Well, because whenever we see the dark sky, we would always conclude that a storm or rain is coming.Chocolates, because it symbolizes sweetness. There are some students/lovers whom you would see together whenever the rain is pouring. They take the chance that nobody would notice them.
• "HOME BOYS". Teachers won't forget the names of this group of people.They are the ones often asked by their teachers to carry their stuffs.
• "FLASH GIRLS". They are the students (usually girls) whom love to pose and take pictures of themselves. You would see them in the oval.
• "THE CHEMICAL USERS". There are few students at our school who used silver cleanser to end their lives. They did it because of too much depression.
• "INVISIBLE". They are the unnoticeable ones. Because a lot of students find them boring and uninteresting. They are the regular visitors of our school library and consistent honor students.

• "MTAPers (M-agaling T-ayo s-A P-angongopya)". They say that you won't enjoy high school life if you haven't tried even once to copy the assignment of your classmate (i do believe in that). These students come to school early just to copy, especially math time and kayumanggi.

Now, where group do you thing you belong???